ai . tdy have red cross training . vry tired , pissed ? hmms , nt say pissed barhs . jus don like the way they keep comparing us with sec1s . keep say they will overtake us someday . eu think we wan mehs ? i mean they keep ask us wat we want . but the prob there's nth we want . jus organise it the way eu all want . i think that would be better . dn need ask us whether we like wat barhs . okay thats wat i think ba . and i did not say i don wan play this or play that . i jus hope the whole squad can unite ? ai nvm , jus let the sec 1s take over lors. fan zheng we so lan . they would become better seniors marhs . then , let them be lors . they become lers i also cnt do anything right ? wan me go on riot mehs . dots . im lame , but i also wan be enthu wat . but so many pumpings i cnt tahan lors. okay maybe to eu all is not ALOT . but to me is yes . i not vry strong one lors . im weak . weak . den after pumpings stil wan enthu marhs ? i don think i can . den i did my very best to shout timings all that . but eu all still nvr hear . okay im weak again . i did shout and eu all keep say we no timing . when doing drills so tired how to shout loud loud ? i cnt . den why sec 1s can have so many fun activities den we cnt ? why cnt we play with them ? i don understand why some ppl jus don wan communicate with sec 1s . i don think that conflicts cnt be resolved . sec 1s quite good wat . nth wrong with them lors . jus be happy family cnt marhs ? ai nvm don say lers . everybody tc ((: we'll jus meet up one day lors , den say everything and try to solve the problem . hahas .